Dear Members of the Chat group,
since I have been to Zist, time has passed by. There were days where I thought,
why did I go? My life was taken up with many other things other than
constellations. Nevertheless I took time in between to read all the circular
e-mails and I learnt a lot through just reading.
In the mean time somebody had approached me to do a constellation. The persons
involved travelled more than 500km to come and see me. At first I thought -
where am I going to get the people from...... Then I remembered an e-mail I had
read, written by somebody out of our chat group, that the energy will reveal
itself up to what ever size is necessary. That was my trust.
I have some people here, who volunteer to come to constellations, whenever I
need them. So I phoned some up and soon we were a small group. As I have
experienced once before, only women came. At the beginning of the constellation
I commented thereon.
We set up the first constellation.
A woman had lost her daughter. She is a single mother and cares for her son.
She presently writes a book on women in labour in western societies.She had one
constellation on the death of her daughter and was not very impressed with the
previous facilitator. When comments like these arise, I am very alert, because
I do not know what happened in the previous constellation.
It seemed as if I was open enough for what wanted to show itself.
A strong mother line showed up, where the women seemed to be entangled through
generations. Not through death or any other losses or catastrophes. Just very
strong women, unable to release their energy. As the constellation went on, it
showed, that the client had not been able to mourn over her daughter in a
comforting way and accept, being a single mother was too tough for her. Just by
letting her go with her inner movement and giving her space and time for what
her soul needed, gave her the soothing comfort. For a long time I will remember
this intimate constellation where the women comforted each other, five
generations in a row.
Looking back to our constellations in Zist, I realised that for some
constellations, the participants need to be prepared for what shows up. Then my
question seemed to be answer itself. Could this particular constellation have
been too sensible for men here in Namibia?
The second constellation was a "classical" family entanglement, with father and
mother. There I would rather have had the male energy in the constellation.
Interestingly enough, above mentioned lady was asked to be the father in the
constellation.
I sometimes ponder on the male and female energy aspect in constellations.
Some time has elapsed and I received a short e-mail notice from the client
saying, that "she is glad she had come for a constellation. The constellation
works in her and she wonders how her life will be when she returns to
Switzerland."
I wish everybody a very happy week end
and am sure to receive the one or other comment.
Best wishes,
Monika
from Namibia
