TNP. It has nothing to do with the PI. Except the fact I have been too sick to
work on mine. Which is frustrating me but anyway.
I changed the subject to allow those to ignore the posts in question if they
didn't want to read anymore. To hopefully close the topic and to thank those
who were concerned. Also maybe to state that I have my own reasons for
believing my mom and I did not get the flu or a really bad cold.
For one thing. Nothing in my life has hit me as hard as whatever hit me a few
days ago. I am still wiped out. And I keep trying to write and rewrite this
email. And I am getting exhausted from the attempt. So I am hoping i get out
what I need to say and be done with it.
Scott. Like you I believed that the media and the government had alterior
motives. I am not sure about that anymore.
The US now has more cases than China did. China has new cases although the
numbers so far aren't raising like they did before.
And a lot of these numbers in the US anyway happened in the last week. And this
is not from the media. But from sources keeping track of how many people have
this thing. I can't watch the media.
As for the government. From what I have seen. Most of the government is trying
to quench the fear the media is producing.
I don't believe this virus in and of itself kills. I personally believe fear
for those who get it might though. My mom has had colds/flu before. And nothing
took her down this fast.
And I who rarely if ever get sick. And never to the point where I can't keep
doing what I was doing slept for almost two days in a row now.
What my mom and I got (same symptoms) I can't confirm it was or wasn't the
virus. But I can confirm it was not a cold or the flu.
Maybe it was another strain that they don't even know of on top of covid 19. Or
maybe covid has mutated. I have no idea.
But I do believe if people who catch this thing become fearful itmay be even
harder for them to breathe. And I think the fear is killing more than the virus
itself.
I didn't land in the hospital. Mainly I believe because I kept my head on my
shoulders.
My mom did. Because she keeps letting the media sway her beliefs on this thing.
And let fear of whether she would get it or not control her.
Even now they still don't know what is wrong with her.
But two different people with two different end results. Same symptoms. One
letting fear control. The other just taking things in stride.
The thing with me. Very rarely in my life does stuff knock me down so hard that
I can't function. This did whatever it was.
And just not being able to stay active upsets me. Not makes me afraid. But I
have computer work I want to complete. But it is definitely going to have to
wait another day or so. As I am still pretty tired.
And weak.
But better.
My mom is tired and weak and still on oxygen. But she is doing better too.
So whatever we got. I think I believe the worst of our situation is over. I
believe we will be fine.
But I do think maybe fear is causing at least some of the deaths. And not so
much underlying conditions.
Because when you add fear to not being able to breathe. It only worsens your
problem.
Be well. And safe.
Jessica
On Thu, 26 Mar 2020 at 11:57, Scott Granados <scott.granados@xxxxxxxxx>
wrote:
THereâs a lot of hype around this virus deal as it looks to me to be more
of a financial grab and power grab but thatâs me.
