Hello everyone, First, I want to say how much I am enjoying reading all the
posts. What I see in your post, Stephen, is a leap of topic from your back
issues to the idea that pain might be a by product of constellation work. So,
for me this appears like an assumption that your illness may be a be product of
some work you did. I am not sure if that was your intent, but there seems to
be that implication. Perhaps it was perhaps not, but the reality is that now
it that now you have it. That being said, my question would be of a more direct
nature. What is this "disorder" asking you to observe and investigate and find
a loving solution to in your own system? I believe that if it is active in
you, it is worth looking at this.Personally, often I find when there is
something that is personally painful to observe in my own system that I tend to
look to broader intellectual or philisophical internal conversations to
distract me from the thing I really am being asked to observe. It does not
mean that the broader topic is less valuable but simply that it for me often is
an evasion of the specific issue I have on my plate, so to speak. I am
addressing this to our whole group because it has been raised as a topic by you
and I feel that it is an important understanding for us as facilitators to
make. That it is of value for each of us to delve into our own systemic
healings. I speak here with far less personal courage than intellectual
observation. I, myself, have health issues I choose not to look at yet. I
have dealt with many but like this new one for you, new ones for me also
arise. Stephen, your back problem has been a great impetus for much interesting
discussion here and as Gary alludes to gratitude, I give gratitude to your
back problem for the opportunity it has given us here for such lovely
discussions.
May all of you go well, Anni Mukkala Stinn
--- In ConstellationTalk@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, Stephen Campbell <coachuno@...>
wrote:>> Dearest Colleagues and Friends,> > I have recently been sidelined with
what in the chiropractic world they call> a subluxation of two vertebrae in my
back. Never in my life have I> experienced such intense and prolonged pain.
Fortunately, progress is being> made with the guidance of practitioners of
several modalities and the pain> is considerably lessened. As illness or pain
are always times for> reflection for me, I have been wondering if any of you
have experienced> severe pain or a serious illness as a by product of the work.
Here in Peru> recently there has been an "outbreak" of severe maladies either
experienced> by the facilitator or by someone in their immediate family. This
has had me> thinking about the fact that in our work we are exposed to much
negative> energy and to some degree or another we are absorbing varying degrees
of it.> One of the healers I have been working with raised this issue with me
and it> of course had me reflect on it.> > I would be interested in your
thoughts as well as any practices that you> might have following your
facilitations for "cleansing" yourselves.> > Fondly,> > Stephen > > > [Non-text
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