LOL thank you, but that isn't me XD I don't have any of my stuff done on a final recording yet, but I do write in that style, so I kind of have that sound XD... And my MySpace is a little outdated (it is to big for my computer to run well...) So I need to buckle down and update my MySpace! :D Thank you, Brandon Keith Check out MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/brandonkeithcom Also add me on facebook! brandonkeith From: Steve Wicketts Sent: Sunday, July 11, 2010 5:37 AM To: ddots-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [ddots-l] Re: rekindling the passion for music composition Hi Brandon, Love the track that Kicks in when clicking on your MySpace. Steve W ----- Original Message ----- From: Brandon Keith To: ddots-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent: Sunday, July 11, 2010 7:35 AM Subject: [ddots-l] Re: rekindling the passion for music composition I as a song writer experience probably a lot of what you are feeling now all the time :P. I hate getting out my guitar, keyboard, recorder and word document to write songs XD... But once you do it it can feel great :P For me it is like a bunch of feelings I have inside and the way I release them is through writing songs, so if I go through periods of not writing my songs are a little chaotic then become more organized and enjoyable as I keep on doing it. But really, the worst part for me is getting up that word document and start writing... LOL Then you get like what Mike talked about, the frustration of getting tired of the piece, so then I either apply my technical training to it or just leave it and come back when I'm feeling in the same mood again :D. But I find writing songs is the hardest yet most fulfilling thing in my life... :D Love hate relationship there XD. Brandon Keith Check out MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/brandonkeithcom Also add me on facebook! brandonkeith From: Mike Tyo Sent: Saturday, July 10, 2010 10:53 PM To: ddots-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [ddots-l] Re: rekindling the passion for music composition Hi Scott, I think we all have dry spells now and then. For me, much of my problem was that I was growing very tired of not being able to work with halfway decent accessible instruments. I'd spend so much time fixing things that I'd messed up in the course of trying to get what I wanted in terms of sounds, etc. Up until now, I was considering getting out of the music business all together because I was tired of working with stuff that was outdated, even though I had limited access to it. I'm an organist, and though I love the pipe organ, I wanted to take the organ technique and bring it up to the twenty-first century and be able to make things happen with two hands and two feet. You see, one of my gifts is that I have the ability to create things on-the-fly, and you can't always accomplish that with keyboards with multi-track sequencers. Don't get me wrong, you can do some pretty incredible things there, but you're limited to the tracks you record. I like the freedom to be able to switch gears quickly, or simply to expand on a particular theme, such as what I do on Sunday mornings during worship services. My church has a Roland AT-90 console organ; it's actually a consumer-line instrument, but it's a great piece, and it has given me the tools to accomplish my mission. Hopefully it'll continue to inspire me to want to do some serious compositions, but unfortunately I have to spend time doing other projects to bring in the bacon. Another thing that I've been doing over the years is producing jingles and other types of projects for local businesses in my area, plus a few for some contacts elsewhere. Since I've gotten into Sonar, my world has been made a whole lot more fun as I have the ability to access it and operate it properly. That in of itself has begun to allow my creativity to return. Now I just need some more clients <grin>. I think that another extremely important thing is that you need supportive people around you, especially your family. I've spent many a year working in an environment where I didn't have real support; it was primarily lip service because they figured that I was "good enough" that I'd just bring in all kinds of dough, etc. They weren't ready to make sacrifices and really put their whole selves behind me. I'm not saying that you should get all the attention, but it helps to have people around you who believe in you enough to really help you make things happen, both in and out of your studio. Not everybody has that big break or that wonderful opportunity to be in the right place at the right time, as some of my family thought that I should've been able to make happen. I had some opportunities come my way several years ago, but unfortunately they were the type that somebody promises you the moon, but it soon fizzles out like a dud firecracker. It's very frustrating, to say the least, but I just keep going. If you have the right relationship in your life, and if you have others around you to keep you positive, you'll weather the crap that comes along a little better. It seems that these days, it's not the quality of the musicianship or the composition that matters as much as it's whatever mold that somebody can make out of someone to fit a particular agenda, whether it's political or otherwise. I find that disgusting because there's a lot of talent out there who I'm sure could contribute some really great stuff. I've met a lot of folks in my life who really love what I do; yet I've been unmercifully ridiculed just the same. All I can say is just keep doing what you're doing, and hopefully you'll get where you want to go. Take care. Mike ----- Original Message ----- From: Scott Lawlor To: ddots-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent: Saturday, July 10, 2010 22:47 Subject: [ddots-l] rekindling the passion for music composition Hello. I'm feeling lately that the passion and love for music composition that I used to have is fading. When I got my kurzweil pc3, and would play it, I didn't feel the same excitement and creative spark that I felt long ago when I had my first keyboard. I'm not sure if it's a case where maybe I've changed over all this time without an outlet for musical creativity because I've been without a board for so long but I'm wondering, for those of you who have been in music for a while, how do you ignite the passion if you feel it slipping away? Someone suggested to me that maybe I'm just ready to go in a new direction musically. Reworking old material is predictable and boring, even on a new board and as much as I'd like to get into ambient and space music, I find that when I try to write that sort of thing, I find myself wondering where to go with an idea, how long to stretch it out, etc. I enjoy the long-form characteristics of a lot of ambient music. Perhaps I'm getting in my own way as I've heard that some artists have that problem. If we get this new house that we're hoping to buy, I'll have a dedicated space for my pc and whatever keyboard I decide to buy and maybe that will help, having my own personal creative space. Right now, everything's in the study which is a common area for all of us. Thanks for letting me ramble out some thoughts and for giving me any ideas or feedback you might have regarding what I've written. 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